Antelope Valley College

    So many people die unnoticed. Matthew Shepard clearly did not, otherwise I would not be writing this. I have spent a good amount of time looking at various web sites looking for information on what the circumstances of this brutal crime against humanity were. What I learned makes my soul weep. How could this have happened? How could the cruelty to do this to a human being exist in another? Why? I may never know the answer to those questions. I may not want to. I also find myself wondering what Matthew was like as a person. What did he like to do for fun? What were his dreams? What were his ambitions for himself? I don't know why I want to know. Maybe I'm morbid. Maybe it's because when I see pictures of him on the news, I think, "If I had ever met him, I might have asked him out." And the more I learn about who he was, the more his death scares me because I see I had a few things in common with him. I read an article somewhere in which his friends said that he was not as open about his sexuality as the media claims. He wouldn't make a big show out of it, but he wouldn't deny it if someone asked him either. I am the same way. He was interested in human rights issues. So am I. He actually wasn't the type of person to pick up on guys in bars. Neither am I. If he could be robbed, severely beaten, tied to a fence for 18 hours in freezing weather and left for dead, so could I.

    Damian MacNeil Hopper
    Student, Antelope Valley College

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